Quotes - JTHM

"There's nothing terribly wrong with feeling lost, so long as that feeling preceded some plan on your part to actually do something about it. Too often a person grows compacent with their disillusionment, perpetually wearing their 'discomfort' like a favorite shirt. I can't say I'm very pleased with where my life is just now, but I can't help but look forward to where it's going." -Johnny C.

"I stared motionless, before the mirror, as always, I stayed until I'm convinced that there is no glass, nothing, separating me from the room I see on the other side. I imagine that everything is different. Over there. Better. There are people, in that world, who I would like. But like always, my hand hits the glass. I know that if I'd only waited just one more second..." -Johnny C.

"Sometimes...you can cry until there is nothing left wet in you. You can scream and curse to where your throat rebels and ruptures. You can pray all you want to whatever god you think will listen. And still, it makes no difference. It goes on, with no sign as to when it might release you. And you know that if it ever did relent...it would not be because it cared." -Johnny C.

"I don't want to die like I've lived. I want a companion in this." -Johnny C.

"We think we can live away from what we hate, but are defined by those very things, it feeds upon us...sustained by our belief that we are something right. We think we are so great in our protests…but we just become the bitter offspring of what we oppose. We become prisoners in out own cages." -Johnny C.

"Your infection deludes you! You can wash every last drop of blood from those walls, but the walls of your mind remain forever stained...you are beyond redemption!" -Psyco Doughboy